May 7, 2017•357 words
It’s okay to be lazy.
Well… not all the time. Obviously. At some point you’ll just get bored.
But when you need a break, take a goddamn break.
By the way, this article is more for me than it is for you, dear reader. Dealing with anxiety and perfectionism can be a pain in the ass sometimes, and this weekend I was really feeling it.
Today I felt like I haven’t been doing enough with my life, despite the fact that I’m currently doing a lot:
- Polishing up on Spanish
- Learning Portuguese
- Contributing to an open source project
- Starting a side project to learn Go
- Watching two IT training video courses
- Reading three books
- Training for a Ragnar
- Listening to almost 30 different podcasts covering dozens of topics each week
- Working hard every day at work
I’m not saying all that to brag about my busy life, but rather to point out to myself that I’m sure as hell not lazy. Just looking at that list is exhausting. But yet, this weekend I felt like I was the laziest man on Earth — that I wasn’t doing enough with my life.
So I took the day off from my todo list. I sat on the couch, stuffed my face with food, and watched Mystery Science Theater 3000.
And it initially felt awful.
My anxiety roared ferociously! “How can you take a break when you’re already doing nothing with your life?” it prodded. But I tuned the voice out, and sat back to enjoy the show, snuggling with my wife and puppy on the couch.
And what d’ya know? It worked!
After a few hours of doing nothing more productive than getting farther along in a Netflix series, I’m feeling a lot better. In fact, I’m back to “being productive” by writing this article on the merits of self care and lazy days.
So if you’re ever feeling overwhelmed with life, or have a nagging case of perfectionism, don’t feel ashamed to occasionally kick back, relax, and listen to the wise words of Bruno Mars.
You’ve certainly earned it.